I see a very no go subject here. look my friend, life is very hard and the most important thing is that you must believe in yourself to go on and find your way by yourself, is not bad to ask for suggestion once or maybe twice but the most important is what you want depends 100% on you, it doesn't matter if you spend nights and nights trying till you eyes pain, because all what you are doing is for you, only you. Then the taste of glory will be very sweet as you cannot imagine especially when you know that you achieved your goal all alone with your pure mind power.
A life lesson for free.